||[Jul. 2nd, 2005|10:17 pm]
|||||silence, wait no... actually i can hear the stream outside.||]|
rightnow im in fuckhole denver, colorado. bored out of my fucking mind. IM IN THE MOUNTIANS, IN A LODGE TYPE MANSION WITH MY PARENTS AND OTHER OLD CONSERVATIVE FUCKS. my cell phone has no service, so i can't talk to anyone. all i have is motley crue: the dirt, and music. i cant even really drink here, though i snuck up 4 beers to my room and now ive been tryng to get drunk with no one noticing.i cant even smoke cigarettes here, im on the edge right now, and i cant even begin to explain just how horrible it is.
i'll be back monday but jesus christ this is the longest weekend "vacation" ever. i will never ever let my parents drag me out of the city for stuff like this ever again. im beyond angry at them, and they know it, and they feel bad. i have no one to talk to, and theres no tv really, or online, or any sort of normal life. theres no party for gabby, and i hate everything right now. though, theres a dog whos awesome, and his name is rusty. i like rusty.